My Ego has been in a horrible relationship with me for the last few years. From constantly pressuring me to do more, be better, work harder, stay angry, hold a grudge, not forgive, argue, over analyze and not enjoy life's little things.
Today...I'm saying good-bye to the relationship I have because it's affecting my other relationships.
It keeps me from bonding, revealing my true self, connecting and just genuinely enjoying myself...always thinking...calculating and driving me insane.
It's texting me when I don't want to read and I read anyway.
It's reminding me that I'm drinking Red Wine out of a White Wine class.
It's telling me that I'm not good enough.
It's telling me my boobs are too big.
It's telling me that I'm not doing a good job.
It's making me unsettled when I should be calm.
It's making me miss out on love which is probably staring me in my face.
Hell it's probably keeping my blood pressure high...
My ego has made me walk away from some really good people...Heck it almost made me not blog...
So today...I'm saying ...To The Left To The Left...
I will ignore the text.
I will enjoy the wine.
I am good enough.
My boobs are GREAT!
I'm doing an excellent job.
I will calm the hell down and relax!
I will embrace & enjoy true love.
I will do something to make this damn blood pressure go down...Oh like smile or relax or exhale.
I will open up and let down the wall...hello world...
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I love your blogs! Thank you for posting what u don't have the energy to do!
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